I can't help but to think about all the unexpected events that life throws at you. And they ALWAYS pop up, never do they go away. I suppose these are the things that never make life boring.
One would think that after four years, and maintaining a close relationship, you'd know a person quite well. However, as I've stated, life can be very unexpected. A persons actions speak far louder than words,whether or not influenced in some way shape or form. Words can only hold so much, and some things out weigh its capacity.
Whether or not I know its not in your character to take part in such actions, your character has many, many sides. Your character has the ability to camouflage itself to fit any and all circumstances;which ever is the more convenient for you. Your character has the ability to change so frequently, to where somethings, I just find hard to believe. And after four years, one would think that you could see through the camouflage, however, it still blinds me to seeing the real you. Sometimes I wonder if there even is a YOU, most of the time I find that YOU is simply the many and various characters you like to portray.
This time, your actions have outspoken your words. And I don't know if I can find it in my heart to listen to your words once again. I would, however, like to thank you for the last four years; your words and your actions were very much appreciated. But now its time for me to let go, the last four years, are just that, the last four years. I now have to focus on what lies ahead. I just hope that one day, you'll find yourself, and all those characters will disappear. And that you no longer camouflage yourself. And allow your actions and your words to coincide. Goodbye
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
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